Prone to Depression

Hi. I'm feeling incredibly depressed right now, to the point of tears. I don't know exactly where it's coming from. Perhaps that we're into the new year and I don't have a clear vision for what I want to accomplish. Part of me doesn't want to go through with it at all - just stay where I am (as though that would really make me feel better). I don't know. I am prone to depression, and I take medicine to help alleviate it.

I took my meds about 15 minutes ago, so I'm waiting for them to kick in. You know, when a depressive episode kicks in, I really hate that I have it. It feels frustrating, as though I'm out of control of what's going on. I just look forward to it passing.