Tuesday, August 31, 2004

More on Scab Picking

"Daddy, you need to stop picking."


So said Keisha tonight as she looked at the scabs on my legs and arm. My daughter now realizes that I have a problem with self-injury.

Jennie asked me Sunday night about how I've been feeling because she's noticed I've been picking my scabs a lot more frequently of late. It took awhile for me to get there, mostly because I didn't really know. I finally concluded that I've been picking my scabs as a way to deal with the emotional stress I've been feeling with respect to the other, circumstantial stressors in my life.

I talked to the psychiatrist about this, and I believe that I pick the scabs because it's something I can control, whereas I feel that so much else in my life is out of control. I cannot control/fix my wife's health, nor can I fix my daughter's bladder problems. I have no immediate fix for our financial woes either.

I can control opening the scabs. I can take care of the bleeding and apply antiseptic and so forth. Seeing the blood provides a bit of relief from the emotional stress.

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Voice of Bart Simpson Enjoys Anonymous Fame

"I love being a celebrity where nobody knows my face." -- Nancy Cartwright, Dayton, Ohio native and the voice of Bart Simpson and others on the popular Fox TV show "The Simpsons" for more than 330 episodes, via Reuters article, "Voice of Bart Simpson Enjoys Anonymous Fame"

crossposted to QuotesBlog

How Are We Supposed To Live Without You? | RIP Laura Branigan

Yahoo! News - 'Gloria' Singer Laura Branigan Dies at 47

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Happy Birthday, Dad!

My Dad, Daniel Johnson, Sr., turns 55 today! Happy birthday!

Growing up, whenever I'd give him his birthday card, I'd write "Big " where was how old he was at that birthday. I would do it to tease him a bit about how old he was getting. I myself am now older than he was when I did that to him.

I remember one Christmas, maybe four or five years ago, I gave him a plaque that included some thoughts I had. In it I expressed my gratitude to God for giving me my Dad.

I'm glad that I have my Dad's name. It's one of the many ways I see that he and I are alike.

Wipeout - Followup

Remember when I posted about crashing my bike while on my way to work? I still haven't fixed it. I recently bought a spoke wrench, but I didn't know how to go about getting the back wheel 'unwarped' (if there is such a word). It turns out that the term is "untrue", and I found a few weblinks that gave me some help.

Hopefully I'll be cycling again soon!

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Some Interesting Referrers

I just browsed some of the referrers, and I saw these interesting ones, which are brand-new:

Can You See Me Now?


Time for an extreme closeup!

Ready for Dinner


I know what I'm gonna have for dinner, what about you? (Taken in 2002)

Kindergarteners and Money

Last year the art teacher at Keisha's school asked her and her fellow kindgergartners what they would do if they had one million dollars. Then they drew their ideas. Here's what they said:

I'd buy clothes and make-up. - Zaire

I'd buy a Game Boy and games. - Wyatt

I'd go to Kings Island 1200 times. - Ashle'ana

I'd buy a haunted house with a skeleton, owl, bat, spiderwebs, Frankenstein, and a $5.00 bill. - Jibri

I'd BUY Kings Island and the Golden Corral and a convertible. - Chamari

I'd buy a big Barbie car and a real house. - Faith

I'd buy make-up, jewelry, and lip gloss. - Jonna'e

I'd buy a cotton candy machine and some fingernails. - Daejah

I'd buy a Barbie car. - Miranda

I'd buy a Pokemon game, a Game Boy, and movies. - Kyree

I'd buy a Play Station and a big T.V. - Remey

I'd buy a big Barbie doll, a Barbie clock, a bicycle, and a motorcycle. - Keisha

I'd buy a REAL Barbie car. - Ashley

I'd buy a truck and some jewelry. - Ja'lynn

I'd buy a dog and an X-box. - Jaion

I'd buy a Barbie and some babies. - Kaylen

I'd buy a swimming pool, a house, and a new folder. - William

I'd buy a radio, a remote control car, and a house. - Eric

I'd buy a magic castle. - Mackenzie

I'd buy a football, a church, an alien, and a poster. - Von

Sunday, August 22, 2004

A Doozy of a Day - Sunday Recap

Keisha and I woke up this morning before Jennie got home. We started getting ready for church. Jennie had planned to attend with us. Yesterday we planned today out - the bus rides and such.

Jennie packed some snacks for us to carry in our backpacks; I'd made some coffee and had a bowl of cereal. We left home, walked to the bus stop, and caught the number 7 bus.

The 7 took us downtown, where we transferred to the 11, which took us to Kettering Medical Center, across from where we were having church.

This Sunday was the first Sunday where I'd seen the entire church in three weeks. With the Olympics happening, it was a special service. A couple from the Cincinnati church came to visit. When we used to visit the church once a month some years back, they taught Keisha's Kingdom Kids class. Rozelle and Janine Winters. Before the 2002 Winter Olympics in Salt Lake City, Janine was selected as one of 2000 torch bearers in the Olympic relay. She got to keep her jogging suit and torch, which, for one brief moment, carried the single Olympic flame one-quarter mile to the next runner.

Today's sermon was entitled "Heart of a Champion". Our minister read some excerpts from some stories of actual Olympians that exemplify the heart of a champion that disciples of Jesus Christ.

Keisha had a wonderful time in her class. They are going through a unit about Esther, and they learned how respectful she was, not only with her uncle Mordecai but also to everyone else around her.

After church we caught the 11 bus back to downtown and hooked up with the number 16 this time. The 16 would take us to the Meijer in Englewood, and Jennie was able to get off as we got close to home. She needed to sleep. Keisha and I continued to Meijer.

We needed some lunch, and hence we stopped at Steak N Shake (map) for a Steakburger and a Shake. My shake was Chocolate Mint; Keisha's was Strawberry. I had her go to the restroom while I paid the bill. After I'd done that, I needed to go myself. I didn't tell Keisha where I went, and she had a noticably worried expression when I saw her after I emerged from the restroom.

We went into Meijer, and Keisha got a shopping cart that has a seat for older/bigger kids to sit in. We went to the Sporting Goods area because I wanted to see whether they sold bike wheels (mine had been damaged in a recent crash). I saw instead a spoke wrench, which, for $1.99 wasn't a bad deal and might even do the job.

Then we pulled out the shopping list Jennie had given me. We got juice, hot dogs, metts, napkins, and hot sauce. We went through the U-Scan system and got some money back so that we could buy stamps and get two rolls of quarters for laundry. (Aside: the U-Scan system works in English and Spanish; sometimes - just for fun - I'll press the Spanish button. I don't know exactly what's being said, but I get the gist from having used the system so often.)

While Keisha and I waited for the bus, she and I came up with some games to play. When the bus finally came, we got on, and I nearly fell asleep. Keisha spoke up, and I signaled for the bus to stop. We walked home, and, after putting the groceries away, Keisha put a movie in while I took a nap next to Jennie.

An hour and a half later, I realized that I still needed to do laundry and get dinner started. I got three loads of laundry started, and got the charcoal lit in the grill. I admit that I had to pack the white clothes in the washer.

45 minutes later I returned to transfer the clothes to the dryer, and I discovered that the washer hadn't drained. So I had to manually wring the white clothes before placing them in the dryer. I tried to let the washer drain by placing another $1.25 in the washer - for a load without clothes in it.

An hour later, the white clothes were not dry yet, and the washer still hadn't drained. I need to report it. I added another $1.25 to the dryer and waited an hour.

In the meantime, I had to wake Jennie up so that she could help with dinner. The grill wasn't warm enough to cook the meat as fast as I needed. Keisha was hungry, and it was getting late. Tomorrow is a school day.

At first Jennie seemed very eager to help. It was she who urged me to not put any new loads of laundry in - because of the time. While I battled the laundry, she took care of getting dinner ready.

We ate dinner, and Jennie read a couple books to Keisha so that she could record them on her weekly reading report for school. Then Keisha got ready for bed, and Jennie went back to bed - for 45 minutes before she had to get up.

Jennie had gotten upset because she wasn't able to get a full 8-hours sleep. That has been a major challenge since she started working 3rd shift. I told her that she could call me in the middle of the night to wake me up if she wanted to. She said she would, lol.

Now, I need to head back to the laundry room. Hopefully the white clothes are dry now. Keisha needs some extra bedding to help with her incontinence. I already woke her up once, and I'll need to wake her up again before I head to bed.